Fasting and Repentance
H.H. POPE SHENOUDA III
Those who fast and
receive no benefit from it must have fasted in a wrong way; in this case, what
is to blame is not fasting itself, but the method followed.
Fasting is a period of
concentrated spiritual activity, a period of loving God and adhering to Him. As
a result of this love, one who fasts is lifted above the level of the body and
its concerns. He soars above worldly matters, to get a taste of the heavenly.
It is a period of sacred feelings towards God, and ultimately, it harbours the
feeling that one is close to, and familiar with, Him. It is a period of being
spiritually content with the self and with God, and of standing against the
Devil.
Days of fasting
are specifically for spiritual energy, and are a period of storage.
From the depths of
spirituality acquired, through fasting, one who fasts receives spiritual energy
which supports him during his non-fasting days. Thus, he who is honest in his
spiritual activity during Lent, for instance, receives a spiritual stock that
strengthens him throughout the following fifty sacred days, during which there
is neither fasting nor metanoias.
If one wants to fast in
a spiritual fashion, one must bear in mind the following remarks:
1. Fasting
must be spiritual in its target and motives.
It should not be
performed as an obligation, for praise, or out of custom. In fasting, one must
place the love of God above materialistic and bodily things, in order to allow
the soul its chance.
2. Fasting
should be a period of penitence and purity of heart.
In fasting, the person
must lead a holy life, acceptable in the sight of God, in which he confesses
his sins and repents, then partakes of the holy sacraments.
3. Fasting
should be a period of spiritual nourishment, and it should follow a strong
spiritual schedule.
While fasting, all the
spiritual media should be taken care of, and spiritual, rather than bodily,
matters should be concentrated upon. One should always place before oneself,
not merely the kind of food for fasting, but the sanctity of fasting days and
what is proper for them, so that one's spirit may become strengthened in them.
Fasting leads
to the strength of the spirit, and the strength of the spirit leads to fasting.
In fasting
there are virtues that are related to each other.
Fasting helps one to
stay up late, because of the lightness of one's body, and staying up late leads
to reading and prayer. Spiritual reading also helps one to pray, and it is a source
of contemplation, which, in turn, strengthens prayer.
Fasting is related to
metanoias, which lead to humility and the meekness of the heart. The humbling
of the body, through fasting, also leads to a humbling of the soul.
Fasting is
connected with virtues that are related to the purpose of fasting.
There is a fast, such as
that of the Apostles, that prepares one for service, while another fast, such
as that of Nineveh, aims at repentance. The purpose of some fasts, such as
Esther's, aims at saving people, and there are those who fast for others, and
their fast includes love, sacrifice, and cooperation. These are all fasts that
are mingled with special virtues.
We should remember in
our fast that the Lord Jesus Christ fasted while He was filled with the Spirit,
but as for us, at least let us fast so that we may become filled with the
Spirit.
Fasting should
be accompanied by repentance.
Fasting days are sacred,
and man lives them in holiness. During these days, the mind, heart and body
must also be sacred. Fasting is a training period during which one attempts to
approach God, while at the same time being pulled away by sin.
Therefore, one must
escape from sin through repentance in order to draw one's self closer to God.
While fasting, the body
abstains from food, and the soul abstains from every earthly lust, every
worldly lust, and all lusts that pertain to the body. Thus, through repentance,
one approaches God. Therefore, ask yourself: Are you on this track?
Without repentance, God
does not accept your fast, and thus, you gain neither heaven nor earth, and you
make yourself suffer in vain. If you want God to accept your fast, check
yourself, as far as all your sins are concerned, and revoke them.
On this
matter, we may take the clear example of the fast of Nineveh.
The Bible says that the
people of Nineveh turned, "every one from his evil way, and from the
violence that is in their hands. " (Jonah3 :8) For this reason, God did
not destroy them when He "...saw their works, that they turned from their
evil way. " (Jonah3 :10) It was not said that, `when He saw their ascetic
garb or their fast,' but when he saw their repentance, which was a principal
element in their fast.
In the Book of Joel, we
see an example of repentance that accompanies fasting. The Lord addressed the
people through His prophet, saying: "Turn to me with all your heart, with
fasting, with weeping, and with mourning. So rend your heart, and not your
garments; return to the LORD your God, for He is gracious and merciful"
(Joel2 :13 12). It is clear here that fasting is accompanied by repentance and
weeping. Therefore, fasting is not mere abstinence from food, but rather, it is
the true yearning of the heart for God.
In his fast,
Daniel, the prophet, gresented the repentance of the whole population.
He fasted and confessed
to God, saying, "We have sinned, and have committed iniquity, and have
done wickedly, and have rebelled, even by departing from Your precepts... O
Lord, righteousness belongs to You, but unto us shame of face... O Lord, to us
belongs shame of face to our kings, to our princes, and to our fathers, because
we have sinned against You. " (Daniel9 :5-8)
Therefore, be
reconciled with God in your fast.
Do not say: "How
long will You forget me, O Lord : for ever?" (Psalm13 :1) You should
rather say. `How long will I forget You, O Lord? For ever? Until when will I
hide my face from You?'
Purify your souls then,
and sanctify them. Prepare for a meeting with these days. Become ready by
making God reside in your hearts, and not be merely abstaining from food. If
you are in sin, be reconciled with God, and if you are reconciled with Him,
deepen your love for Him.
If you have done away
sinfulness during a fast, continue on in the same manner.
Repentance is not
confined to fasting alone, but it is made fit through fasting. Man becomes
trained in it, his heart is purified, and he keeps this purity as a lifestyle.
In all this,
be ready to strive against the Devil.
Joshua, son of Sirach,
told his son that if he set forward to serve God, he should prepare himself for
all trials.
When the Devil sees your
fast and repentance, he becomes envious of your spiritual acts.
Thus, he fights you to deprive you of the fruit of your labour, and
seeks every trick to bring about your downfaIl, saying, `I shall not leave you
until you give up.' Remember the words of Saint Peter who said, "Whom
resist, steadfast in the faith. " ( 1Peter5 :9 ) Thus, fasting is a period
of spiritual warfare, as was the case of our Lord Jesus Christ, in Matthew4 .
It is also a period of triumph for him who shares it with Christ.